In actual dilemma whether I want this to be in English or in Mandarin
anyways
PCD is so real, while everything feels so unreal, it's my dream to see DREAM as a whole, I am overwhelmed, I am devastated that it ended in a glimpse of second PCD is a whore but before I talk about this wanted to thank God for his wonderful plan for me. Even though I'm dead sick for days (yes apparently I got dengue fever/virus or whatever that is called) apparently my immune system has dropped LOW until the virus decided to attack me for people who don't fall sick easily (me) which I think my last demam was in 2020 (Y2 finals lol) It was shocking cz I am so so so dead I slept from 8:30 pm to 2pm the next day have to wake up to eat something to eat medicine and continue to sleep until dinner time, lost my appetite for three days to the extend I wanted to vomit if I ate mains (rice noodles) it was memorable oh ya and I lost my voice cough is so bad. That also explain that I didnt really scream (high pitched kind) coz I can't ??? I tried to scream its so hoarse and ugly ew
Thank God for recovery, thank God for chenle's recovery too can't imagine if he's absent for TDS I'll probably weep like a bitch
幸福真的只是一瞬间
追星追到我第一次在rockzone 第一次体验看着7个你认认真真喜欢了很多年的人 站在你面前 那个感觉就是 两个字 想哭 哈哈哈哈。很多无形的欢乐和安慰来自他们 因为感恩，所以支持。
我觉得喜欢一个人便是如此，你一心只希望他好 ，不管他对你怎样，对你好不好
When TDS ended, realisation hit me cz it just ended like that, I've waited for the day for the longest time, it just ended irresponsibly. 当我踏出现场的第一步我问我自己值得吗 他们又不认识我 隔着一道永远跨步去的河 两个完全不一样世界的人 值得吗
真的他妈值 哈哈哈哈
可能当你真的很喜欢一个人的时候，就是不求回报因为你只希望他开心幸福。也是因为这次的机会，让我知道我自己是非常非常幸福的人， I will always remember this day, this wonderful, marvelous and amazing day of my life. 从seen，到tds，从抢票，到见实，我都不知道要说什么了。当所有的事情都辜负你，自己不能辜负自己，一定要活得更好，一定要往前走，因为你值得世界所有美好的事，要学会给你自己一个机会，因为世界上除了上帝，父母家人，没有人比你更爱自己。放过别人的同时你就学会真正放过自己。嘴长在别人的身上真的不是你可以停止以及改变的事情。学会更爱自己，认真发现自己喜欢的东西，认/真寻找让你找会自己的热诚。千万不要害怕事事改变，因为这些改变才可以换你自己的时代，意味着成长，意味着是时候认识你更美好的前程美景。我每次都说，为什么这个世界很多事情一直有那么多的改变，坚持为什么没有事情是可以永恒不变。我的目光一直很短浅，问为什么时候的方向一直是别人，事实很简单，你不想改变就别变，做好自己的本分。不喜欢别人怎样对待人事物，千万不要双标，保持善良的态度，退一步不代表你输了，不解释不是因为你不在乎，因为解释了别人不一定听也不一定有用，除非是别人想听你解释，不多说也是一种礼貌和尊重。学会尊重别人，尝试去理解跟你不一样的人因为如果这个世界每一个人举止想法都和你一样那上帝不如复制100个你。去了海边，看向了大海，有声但喊不出，因为海是如此的平静。当它珀涛汹涌的时候，谁也不会知道它怎么了，但我会陪着你大喊。
世界就是如此。
anyways, I'm so grateful for life, chamber in a good firm + and a bunch of good peers, although it took me sometime to get used to working environment cz your sister is a strawberry girl. Throwback the first week of work I was so depressed and cried for few days cz I can't with office environment. But now that I've get used to it, things make more sense and workable. Life has been good so far, undeniable that a part of my died that day, and we know the rule of the world, nothing can be resurrected from death, unless God, who knows. This is why He is the one and only one reliable fortes unmovable mountain unchanging gracious God. Grateful that I have a loving family, grateful that I have my best friend as my boyfriend and soulmate, grateful for dream, grateful that I am able to do and able to get what I want in life, grateful that I am a part of TheDreamShow2inKL, grateful that I am able to see 7 talented, energetic, loving big boy big man.
我想要真的很长很久的一直一直喜欢和支드림
Always remember that you deserve everything pretty in this world, 记得初衷，莫忘初心。
Love, AC
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